Self-Reliance, Modeling, and the Roller Rink w/ Jaylin Carlson

Self-Reliance, Modeling, and the Roller Rink w/ Jaylin Carlson

Jaylin Carlson’s work as a professional model has taken her from the Midwest to New York City, to Berlin, and now Los Angeles. Sitting on a patio in LA’s Koreatown neighborhood, we had the chance to catch up with the charismatic beauty on all things professional and get a glimpse of her inner world.

BLNCD: Having modeled in both New York and LA, are there  discernible differences for you?

JC: Oh 100%. I think New York is, obviously, super fast paced, the level of professionalism, just the level of that everyone’s working at is so much higher and faster. But at the same time, I thought New York would be this place that was extremely free creatively. I honestly feel in LA, people are a little bit happier so they’re just a little bit more free to be themselves. They’re more…

BLNCD: Open?

JC: Yeah. More open, more accepting to different body types. You can model here and be short. You can model here and be tall. You can model here and have fake lips. So I kind of like that actually. They’re just totally different.

BLNCD:  What are the moments when you love your job? 

JC: When everybody comes to work and is excited and passionate about what they do, just working to create the best that they can with a good attitude. That’s what fashion is supposed to be, this fantasy and a fun creative thing. 

BLNCD: Photo and video production is so collaborate in general. When people have a great attitude and are excited to be at work, the product is so much better.  When it’s so collaborative, that energy is important.

JC: Yeah, when people feel inhibited, it’s not fun. There are those sets where you’re like, “Wow, there’s definitely this overbearing energy that’s making everyone feel shriveled up instead of just expansive and ready to create and try new things even if they don’t work.”

BLNCD: What are some of the ways that you’ve been discovering yourself outside of modeling?

JC:  Roller skating is something that I never thought would become such a big part of my life. It’s so fun and it lets me be a child again. So that’s one activity where I’d say I found myself outside of modeling. I’m also working on starting this talk show [on youtube]. Just trying new things and learning.

BLNCD: Are you interested in acting?

JC: Yeah. Well I thought I was. I took some acting classes. I’m not opposed to it, but I think through that experience I discovered that I really enjoy the entertainment industry, but I don’t enjoy being someone else. I’ll be in whatever spotlight as long as I can be me.  I am super interested in learning how to facilitate a good vibe on camera through hosting a talk show, an award show, a red carpet, a game show or something. Any of those different realms where you can still be you.

BLNCD: Trying to stay in that authentic space where you feel comfortable.  Has this discovery informed your work as a model? 

JC: For sure. I once thought the only way to become a model was to break yourself down and become this raw canvas, letting brands choose what you are going to be. I tried it that way.  Maybe it works for other people but for me it didn’t work. So now I’m trying to go into this space of like, “I’m a model. This is who I am, this is what I bring to the table. If you feel like your brand’s in line with the way I’m working with over here, then let’s fucking go. But otherwise…”

BLNCD: Advocating for yourself is something that is definitely learned through experience.

JC: So true. It is so learned and it’s not taught enough. We’re kind of beat into submission from the time that we grow up, whether it’s through school or whether it’s through sports. It’s like you forget that you actually had a whole original voice when you came out the womb. I don’t think submission is an inherent thing in us. It’s definitely learned.

BLNCD: Where are you from originally? 

JC: Wisconsin. 

BLNCD: Do you feel like there’s still pieces of who you are that are a reflection of your hometown?

JC: When I first moved to New York, I was so passive aggressive and didn’t realize it. In the Midwest, I found that I was assertive, but then in the context of being in New York where everyone’s hyper-assertive, my assertiveness wasn’t shit. 

BLNCD: New York definitely teaches that. 

JC: And nobody’s going to wait for you to figure it out. Know what you want. I had this belief that it was rude to just be straight forward or to just be like, “I need that.” Why is that rude? But where I came from, I’ve never seen anybody really act like that. Everyone’s very like, “Oh, you know, could you maybe hand me that thing over there?” It’s like, “No, just give me the pen.” It’s not rude. It’s so weird. These social codes and rules that you develop when you grow up. But then there’s some of it that really does serve me. The humbleness of the Midwest and the hardworking mentality is good. 

BLNCD: What do you think is the biggest misconception about being a model? 

JC: I think there’s a few, but I think the biggest one is that it’s easy, that it’s easy work. Like, yeah, physically, you’re not digging ditches. But I think the mental shit that you go through is really difficult and I don’t think a lot of people realize how much models have to go through.  You’re selling your body, you’re selling yourself as a product. You have to deal with what is okay and on your terms and what feels good, because I think it’s very easy to let other people decide for you until you find your voice. So, I think that’s probably the biggest, that it’s just easy La-di-da. You don’t have to put any work in, you just have to be beautiful. It doesn’t work like that.

BLNCD: Now that you have some experience under your belt, what are some of the things that you do to take care of yourself mentally and physically?

JC:  I do a lot actually. Probably for like the past four years I’ve been doing these spiritual development courses, just to sort out your belief system and give you the tools to get rid of things you don’t want and hang on to things that suit you.  

BLNCD: Do people ever ask you for advice on becoming a model?

JC: All the time.

BLNCD: What do you say?

JC: I just tell them honestly, “Look, anything is possible and you can do it, but you need to just make sure this is what you actually want and you need to do a lot of mental work. It’s all mental.” I don’t think it’s physical. I think it’s mental. Especially in this day and age, there’s so many different body types, different looks that are being brought to the surface.  The only difference is that they believe they can do it. Whatever your dream is, decide that and don’t let anybody try to tell you otherwise.  I had people telling me, “Your thighs are too muscular for the runway?” Or like, “You’d work really well here. You should go here and you won’t work well here and you shouldn’t go here.” And I was like, “I’m going to go to New York. That’s where I’m going to go. Thank you for your advice. What do I need to do to go to New York?” You have to fight for yourself because there’s going to be people who try to put you in boxes. If that’s your fucking dream, then you got to get creative and you have to fight for it. If you can’t fight for your own dream, how are other people supposed to fight for it for you? I’ve seen the most beautiful girls and they don’t believe in themselves and they don’t go anywhere. 

BLNCD: The personality is huge. 

JC: Yeah. Charisma.

BLNCD: Charisma. 

JC: It’s the charisma.

Portrait Photography by Martha Kirby

Interview by John Mark

10 Things to Know About CBD

10 Things to Know About CBD

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Reality Television, Homemaking, and the Drag Life w/ Sutan Amrull

Reality Television, Homemaking, and the Drag Life w/ Sutan Amrull

Walking into Sutan Amrull’s Los Angeles apartment is like walking into a dreamscape. In a coordinated chaos, couture fabrics drip off the tables, peculiar statues lines the shelves, and hefty fashion pieces hang where they can fit.  Amrull’s famous drag persona, Raja, is clearly in-residence. Most people know Raja from his win of RuPaul’s Drag Race Season Three, but that’s only one of many benchmarks in the drag icon’s 20+ year career. Before Drag Race, Amrull worked tirelessly for eight years as the lead makeup artist on America’s Next Top Model and a personal makeup artist to Tyra Banks, Paulina Porizkova, Twiggy, Iggy Azalea, and Adam Lambert.  In more recent years, Amrull has kept busy touring internationally as a headlining drag performer while also sewing and designing his own fashion looks.

BLNCD: Your home is breathtaking. 

RAJA: I want it to smell like Fabuloso. You know, that Mexican cleaner?

BLNCD: Yeah.

RAJA: The entire place.

BLNCD: The theme of your 2019 tours and cabaret shows has been “Lush Life,” which from my understanding is about you relaxing and kind of owning your lifestyle just how it is– raw and real. Tell me more about that.

RAJA: Well, you know, growing up I was one of those kids who was told that if I kept dressing the way I dressed, that I was never going to get a job.  My parents told me that shit. I had a lot of guilt about the life that I was living, because I didn’t feel like I was a complete adult. I’m in my 40’s now, and I have terrible credit. I don’t own a house, I don’t have children. I felt very irresponsible, and I think all of that feeling came from other people’s opinions of what life is supposed to be like when you’re 45, you know? I had to realize… nothing is really that bad about this. My bills are paid. I shop and travel a lot, and I have great, great friends. I indulge in everything. If I decide I want to have a glass of wine for breakfast, I’ll do that.  I customize my entire life, so the idea of doing “Lush Life” was really about owning up to the leisure, to the life that you customize for yourself. I’m very fortunate to have the life that I have. The people that have told me when I was growing up that I couldn’t do what I’m doing– I’m now in a position where I am doing exactly whatever the fuck I want. No one tells me what to do. I live it how I want. I dress how I want. It’s a very, very, very curated life.

BLNCD: It’s true. There’s so many constructs about what life is supposed to look like, or what your life at a certain age is supposed to look like.  We don’t question those norms enough or even realize how prevalent they are. It’s so deeply ingrained in our culture, these different constructs.

RAJA: Yeah, I live in Southern California, and I don’t drive. I haven’t driven in 15 years, over 15 years. I had a car once, and I hated that car because I got a DUI in it, and it was taken away from me. I decided that I will never drive again, because I prefer to drink and have a good time more than I wanted to worry about a car, but I always felt guilty about that, because my parents and my friends were like, “Are you ever going to get a car? Are you ever going to drive again?” For years and years and years, and I just never did it and now it’s just that time in my life where I just let go of that stupid guilt. Why should I need a car?  I know how to get around and before Uber and Lyft came about, I would take taxis. I would take public transport. People made me feel ashamed for taking the bus, because I wanted to go somewhere.  I was like, “I just need to go there. Why do I have to live like everybody else?”

BLNCD: I feel like when you travel a lot for work, your home place is important. What does home mean for you?

RAJA: It means where all my shit is at. When I’m away, I miss that part of being home. I miss being around my things. I have quite a collection of things. I like to be reminded of them. I recycle and reuse a lot of my things, my clothing. It’s just my play space. I’ve always been that person that always needed a corner or nook where I can just have my alone time and play in my imagination. Now, especially in 2019 in Southern California, I take some edibles, and I just putz around my space in a kimono and a top knot on my head, and I have a blast by myself. I just listen to music. Multiple media will happen. There’ll be a Netflix show happening, and Lana Del Ray’s new album is playing on my fucking Alexa. Right now I’m on a mission to actually make my home space feel a lot, lot, lot better, because I’m spending more time in it. I’m going out less to nightclubs. I want my place to be a place where I can invite all my friends and just hang out. Just let my old gray hair down and invite the boys up, honey.

BLNCD: Television has played a big part of your career, from America’s Next Top Model to RuPaul’s Drag Race. Do you like being on TV? Do you think that you may want to be on TV again in the future?

RAJA: I would like to. I think that would be a wonderful idea, although I think the focus right now on people who are on TV is the youth, and it’s always been that way. If that ever happens again, it would have to be something very, very specific, and it would have to have a lot of meaning.  I would love to be on TV, because the power of being on TV or having visibility, is great for the bank account, for sure.

BLNCD: What is a moment where you feel the most creatively satisfied right now?

RAJA: I think it’s when I make a dish, a beautiful meal, that’s creatively satisfying to me right now. I also create costumes and fabricate things all the time. 

BLNCD: What’s your drink of choice?

RAJA: Sauvignon Blanc.

BLNCD: Your show on youtube, Toot and Boot, premiered four years ago and is still going strong. Did you ever expect it would last this long? 

RAJA: Yeah, I don’t think I really understood the power of what YouTube was going to be like. No, that’s not the word. I just didn’t take it very seriously, how about that? I just thought it was another little frivolous World of Wonder piece. I was like, “Whatever,” then it started to catch on, and people really, really were connecting to it. As I started traveling, even around the world … Like I’d be in Australia, and they would say, “Toot and boot my outfit.” I was like, “What?” They were so into it. The power of the internet has allowed people to see me weekly and and buy cialis online through aca-demic now. I’m very pleasantly surprised by it. It’s actually one of my favorite things to do when I am home to do it.

BLNCD: Have you thought about what you want out of 2020? 

RAJA: 2018 was a challenging one. 2019 has been better, a lot better. 2020’s going to get real good. I’m more concerned about our political climate, which makes me want to get myself out of America and find more time to go somewhere else until we figure some stuff out.  I like how things are evolving right now, and that evolution has everything to do with me focusing on me, focusing on the creativity that I have to provide. 

BLNCD: This past year you did two long residencies in Provincetown and Puerto Vallarta.  These evening-length cabaret shows are a newer endeavor. Do you find that, at this point in your career, you are gravitating more towards the residency structure than hopping around to a different club every night? 

RAJA: Yeah, I think so. It’s nice because that was never an option before. It usually was only just me going to nightclubs and doing the lip syncs. Now, three years into doing my solo shows, I’m a lot more comfortable in it. I find a lot more joy in it. I find it challenging. The creative part is a lot more fun for me.. I like telling stories. I like singing now, which was never part of my life before.

BLNCD: Tell us about your new single “Moodbored.” The music video is amazing. 

RAJA: I decided one day that I missed doing music, and I felt like after my stint and my time in Provincetown performing, I felt a lot more comfortable about my voice. I’ve always had a problem with my voice. You know, when you turn on a recorder, you don’t always like the way the sound of your voice is, and it’s always been like that my entire life. The last frontier that I had to overcome in my life was the sound of my voice, you know? I was starving to do music, and so I just put it up on Facebook on my social media. I was like, “Hey. I’m ready to do music.  Friends, if any producers out there want to fucking hook up and write something together, or talk about something.” Everyone kept pushing me towards this guy, Tyler, who had just moved here from New York. He’s originally from the south. Love that. Love the southern children who move to New York, you know? He had done Trinity Taylor’s music and videos, and so I was already a little bit familiar.  So, I just met up with him, and we just talked about each other, and we were both Geminis, and then we connected in that way. We talked about our love for movies, especially horror movies. You know, I love horror movies. For me to fall asleep, I will turn on Netflix a horror film or two, and just kind of be in that joy until I fall asleep. Blood and guts and murder and weird spirits. Oh, cozy time. What I really loved was that Tyler was open to my ideas, whereas sometimes I’ve worked with producers, and they’re like, “No, no, no. That doesn’t sound right.” They would always argue with me, and I definitely have a clear vision and we were able to read each other’s visions. 

BLNCD: What’s your advice to someone who’s interested in becoming a drag queen?

RAJA: What is my advice to someone who wants to be a drag queen? Shoplift.

BLNCD: That’s good.

RAJA: I’ve always said that. People always ask me what my advice would be to young drag queens just starting out doing drag.

BLNCD: Is to shoplift?

RAJA: Shoplift.

BLNCD: Nice. Thanks for doing this interview. 

RAJA: That’s it? That’s how we end it?

BLNCD: Isn’t that a great button?

RAJA: Yes.

Photography by Martha Kirby

Interview by John Mark

From Pharrell to Hustlers w/ Mette Towley

From Pharrell to Hustlers w/ Mette Towley

While many recognize Mette Towley from her dynamic solo in N.E.R.D and Rihanna’s “Lemon” video, or her supporting role in Jennifer Lopez’s blockbuster, Hustlers, Mette has been achieving excellence in the arts for years. Having toured internationally as a dancer with Pharrell Williams, and appeared on stages with Gwen Stefani, Snoop Dog, Janelle Monae, J Balvin, and Jennifer Hudson, Mette credits her academic background as the most formative to her development as a performer.  Mette grew up in rural Minnesota and attended the University of Minnesota where she earned her bachelors in dance and cultural studies and performed as a company member in Black Label Movement and Guggenheim scholar, Ananya Chatterjea’s Ananya Dance Theatre. As a performer who has found success in both the commercial and academic world, Mette offers a rare and unique point of view.  In more recent years, Mette has taken to the silver screen with memorable performances in Hustler, Cats, and The Old Guard, a thriller spearheaded by Charlize Theron set to release this summer.

In lieu of a more conventional interview, we decided to ask Mette to take us through her dance career and offer commentary on a myriad of highlights from her music video, television, and film work between 2013 and 2020.

“I moved to LA in October of 2013. I had been messaging with potential agencies to take me on as a dancer and when I got to LA I had a meeting with one. They started sending me out on auditions and next thing I knew, I booked this video with Jennifer Hudson. It was couples dancing and I remember touching all these male dancers in a sexy way and thinking like, “Holy shit, I’m actually backup dancing now, where I have to use my body in a very sexual way.” I hadn’t done that prior as a professional, because I came from a contemporary dance company in Minneapolis. I remember thinking like, “Wow, this is very, not me, but I have to play the part.”

“This performance was super fun because I listened to her growing up. That was my first time really feeling starstruck and really felt the reality of how cool my job was back then. The stage at The Voice is so grand, it’s a beautiful production. They used to have a Starbucks there that you can get free Starbucks at, so we go early for rehearsals and get free Starbucks. That felt to me like, “Oh my God, I’ve landed in Hollywood”. That was the job. Knowing it was syndicated everywhere as well. Looking back on that one, that felt really glamorous to me.”

“I was in Australia and we were just coming back from tour and I remember my agent’s like, “Hey, the day after you come back off the plane, you have rehearsal. You’re a doing music video”. That was when things were really picking up in the early spring of 2014 for me.  I felt the pressures of being a newbie and not knowing things. For me, it was really like, I’m going to be 15 minutes early, stretched and ready to go because I was so on edge about performing well. I was almost militant. I was in these rehearsals with these other dancers that had been doing rehearsals for this for a few days now. I had to learn the choreography. I felt super behind. There were absolutely beautiful women on that job. Gorgeous dancers, incredible women. I also remember when I started to realize that I didn’t like when other people were doing my makeup. On that job they had white lipstick on me or something. I was just like, “This is …” I don’t know, I had an opinion, but I was still not expressing it because that’s not what you’re there to do. You’re there to dance, you’re not there to give your opinion or to say like, “Hey, here’s how I want to look”. There’s no autonomy. You were hired to put on display this mixed female archetype, this multiethnic archetype. That was pretty much what I remember from that job.”

“That was a special project because it was the first time I felt I had a voice as an actor too. I remember thinking like, “Oh, what’s it like to just stand still with the camera?” Because usually when you’re backup dancing, you’re just running all around stage, moving into different formations. The focus isn’t on you for that long, that capture. So that was really cool, because I started dreaming about acting and doing martial arts in films. Stunts, baby, stunts, fight choreography. I also got to portray a lot of emotion beyond being sexy in that role. That’s what I really appreciated about it, because there was an attitude. There was a real, nuanced, female character and I love that.”

“This docu-series was really interesting. It featured each dancer and how we uniquely supported Pharrel and the tour. Explaining we supported his album message was really important. It was cool because that was the first time I got to tell my story.  I remember trying to bring as much honesty and character as I could. Also, there was a lot happening for me emotionally at that time, so sometimes I didn’t really want to be filmed, because I felt a little weak and I know that my face shows everything, so I really had to put on a spin to it. They were with us for two weeks filming and each girl had a city and mine was in Berlin, but then they also interviewed me in Amsterdam. And wow, at that time I was vegetarian. What else? I got to pick what I wore. My silhouette was usually a jacket and shorts or a jacket and … For that tour, a jacket and a mini skirt. I always just wanted to be a bubbly presence on stage for that tour.”

“Lemon feels like a Hollywood story now. Like a dream, almost. It happened so quickly, from the time that I auditioned for the project and I got it, to the last time I performed Lemon live, was about a year. We shot the music video over two days. One was in New York with Rihanna. One was in LA at a swap meet.  I had been rehearsing for about a month and then we shot. I was really exhausted at that time, just wanting to get it right, the choreography. Wanted to make sure that the groove sat in my body in an authentic way. I think that the choreography itself is really, is excellent choreography, but it also is like very located and rooted in a particular way of hearing rhythm that wasn’t very natural for me.  So I would rehearsal in my house and I would try to do anything I could on my own time to make up for the fact that it didn’t stick right away, but I just got better and better at it. It was choreographed by JaQuel Knight, who’s also famous for Single Ladies and he’s been working with so many different artists. He just worked with Shakira on the Super Bowl. He’s revered internationally, even beyond our stratosphere. He’s incredible. He did that choreography and I got to meet his whole team and they really pushed me to just give it my 100%. We filmed it in one takes, over and over and over and over and over and over, because that’s the way it was sitting best. It was like a duet with the camera at one point. I remember when I saw the first cut, we were on set for a different music video… when I first saw it I was like, “Wow, that’s me?” I didn’t even recognize myself. Of course, I had a huge physical transformation. I was working out a lot. I had no hair, but the way that I engaged with the camera, those were all things that… they were choices. Not all of them were intentional, frontal lobe decisions, but it was just a rapid metamorphosis during that entire process that when I saw the end product I was like, “Holy cow, is that who I am now?” I may not have choreographed it, but a lot of the performance choices really rested on me. I truly felt like I just created a superhuman version of myself.” 

“1000 was the coolest music video I’ve ever been a part of. It stakes a claim for how we felt as artists about the state of our world in regards to socioeconomics and racism. It was just a really beautiful statement. I love how the directors included all the stock footage. I remember rehearsing with a crane and trying to follow the crane with my eyes to maintain the same focus that I had found in Lemon between myself and the audience through the lens. That was the coolest day. I felt really confident on that that day. I was really well rehearsed. That was probably one of the best days on set, of my life, I’ve ever had.”

“It felt so good to create this music video. My best friend John Mark directed and choreographed it.  We knew we wanted to spin the damsel in distress trope on its head, it’s a theme we played with in college. John Mark choreographed a dance number for this student fashion show at the University of Minnesota and it was a Snow White theme. He was so over Snow White, so he did fight choreography and I walked into the Yeah Yeah Yeahs’ track “Heads Will Roll”. He just has this vision about what female protagonists in this performance space should feel like. What it should feel like, what it should be. When I was listening to Duckwrth’s song, what we had done in those days [in 2010] came into my mind naturally, because we do need to shift narratives. When was the last time you saw a woman save a man — like really kick ass — in a music video?”

“That was really, really cool. I got to incorporate my friends into that shoot and the questions were really meaningful. I think the director actually did a really great job. That was definitely the most authentic, to me, campaign I think I’ve ever been in. It’s so funny because I think when I was younger I didn’t realize how much work went into production. I started to realize how much work it takes to carry a story, carry a brand on your back, and hopefully maintain a sense of self through all of that.  I’m always weary about being super candid [in ads]. But I know that really successful people in today’s world are able to be candid, but also they’re able to work two sections of their brain the same time. To be candid and to understand that you have an overarching narrative that you’re trying to share. That’s when I feel like, we see these people who are like, “Oh that’s so Lizzo,” or, “Oh, that’s so Pharrell,” or, “Oh, that’s so this,” or, “Oh, that’s so that”. They’re able to operate in both spaces where it’s like, there is an agenda here, there’s a message, a narrative we want to send, but how are we also able to be ourselves and be candid so that it feels real?”

“I had a great time filming this movie in New York City. They took great care of us. My favorite part of filming was hanging out with the cast before takes.  Keke Palmer and Lizzo had me laughing so hard!”

Portraits by Martha Kirby

Winter Spritz Cocktail

Winter Spritz Cocktail

This wintery cocktail is a seasonal spin on the classic Aperol spritz. Classic orange and festive cranberry come together with Prosecco and club soda to create a light and effervescent cocktail for the holidays! Cheers!

Winter Spritz Cocktail

Yield: 1 drink

Ingredients

  • 2 ounces of Aperol
  • 3 ounces of Prosecco
  • 1 ounce of cranberry juice
  • 1 ounces of club soda
  • 1 orange wedge
  • 1 sprig of rosemary
  • Fresh cranberries for garnish

Method

In a large wine glass, combine the Aperol, Prosecco and cranberry juice with ice. Add in an orange wedge and top with club soda, fresh cranberries and a sprig of rosemary.

How Does CBD Work?

How Does CBD Work?

WHAT’S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN CBD & THC?

There are over 60 different types of Cannabinoids found in the Cannabis plant. The two most popular are THC and CBD. These compounds are well known for their therapeutic benefits.  CBD, unlike THC, is not psychoactive, and using CBD will not make you feel “high.”

Cannabis Plant

Cannabinoids and terpenes insert themselves into special receptors in the body. These receptors are part of the Endocannabinoid system. This system, which helps regulate many bodily functions — including appetite, sleep, anxiety level, and cognition — is intimately tied to the nervous system and immune system. In fact, particular cannabinoids target specific types of receptors located on the surface of cells in different areas of the body. There are currently two known types of cannabinoid receptors in the body, CB1 and CB2. CB1 receptors deal primarily with our nervous system and CB2 receptors with our immune system.  

CB1 and CB2 receptors

CBD works with the vast network of receptors in our body and supports many of the body’s physical processes. CBD enables homeostasis (BALANCE) of the body, and when it binds to the endocannabinoid system’s receptors, it can stimulate all kinds of therapeutic changes.

WHAT ARE TERPENES? 

Terpenes are the essential oils of the cannabis plant and are the cause of aromatics and taste, and they have their own unique therapeutic benefits. Terpenes are cousins to cannabinoids and are found in the cannabis plant, as well as other fruits and plants.

The synergistic aka “Entourage Effect” of infusing CBD with terpenes enhances the benefits of the plant’s individual components. 

BLNCD CBD Oil Tinctures are mindfully formulated with specific terpene blends to deliver effective results for the customers.

WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN CBD ISOLATE AND FULL-SPECTRUM?

BLNCD THC-free products are formulated with 99+% pure CBD isolate from select USA-grown hemp. Our isolate based CBD Oil Tinctures are infused with a proprietary blend of naturally extracted cannabis terpenes in order to work synergistically with the pure CBD isolate — delivering maximum and targeted therapeutic benefits without the THC. These tinctures will be colorless, odorless and tasteless.

BLNCD Full-spectrum products are formulated with a whole-plant hemp extract, which includes over 80 different phytocannabinoids, as well as other beneficial plant compounds. In addition to CBD, it contains other cannabinoids, terpenes, and flavonoids found in the cannabis plant including CBN, CBG, and THCV. Along with these cannabinoids, full-spectrum products also contain trace amounts of THC — up to the legal limit of .3%.  Full-spectrum based CBD Oil Tinctures will have an earthy flavor and color. 

HOW OFTEN SHOULD I TAKE CBD? 

Consistency is important. Taking CBD daily stimulates the endocannabinoid system. As a result, your body becomes more sensitive over time and you will start experiencing greater effects. 

A number of factors determine your ideal CBD serving. Because each individual’s endocannabinoid system is unique, some people may only require a small amount of CBD to receive their desired benefits, while others may require a much higher serving to experience the same effects.

BLNCD products are non-GMO, all natural, ethically-sourced, cruelty-free, chemical and fragrance-free, and contain no artificial flavors. They also perform third-party lab testing through every step of the process. Check out the latest in CBD here.

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